Cracked Out for Sure

Wow. What a night. I feel like a college kid again during finals cracked out on Nano Go ( a natural energy supplement) Claritin D and Benadryl along with Zyrtec Allergy eye drops. Totally cracked out.

Last night I had one of those nights that you have in college the night before your huge test. You are cracked out on anything that you have been taking to help make you cram harder... coffee, fruit snacks, adderall... and then when you finally decide to hit the hay you can't really fall asleep. You are stuck somewhere in between sleeping and being fully awake and so you cant really get up and read or watch a movie, you just have to lay there in this state tossing and turning.

I think that this state has to be somewhat like what a coma feels like, but maybe not since I have never been in a coma. But you are laying there neither asleep or awake but somewhere in between but your mind is racing 90 to nothing and when you wake up you feel all kinds of disoriented.

Y'all remember that feeling...?

It happened to me last night.

I had a crazy allergy attack yesterday (I literally thought I was going to scratch my eyes out of my head). So right after work I picked up the Zyrtec eye drops (a miracle by the way) popped a benadryl and carried on with my night. Then at bedtime I popped a Claratin D which usually makes me drowsie. Not this time.

Literally I was in my coma state all night.

Nothing on my physical body was at rest and neither was my mind.

I was thinking all kinds of crazy things:
Should Potter really be eating that much?
Gosh we really need a grill, but would we use a grill, oh wait bethany has a grill...
I thought up an excell spreadsheet budget in my mind... yes I did
How this outfit will be cute tomorrow, maybe i should where these shoes or those?
I have got to cut my hair but searching for a new hair stylist is so scary what if he butchers me?

As you can see my mind was anxiety ridden and all over the place.

But I did imagine how cute this outfit would be together all together:

This dress from Anthro



With this sweater over it from Ann Taylor Loft


With Black Tights



And these shoes



or these





At least one positive thing came out from my restless night.

Night I plan on sleeping soundly.